Rubber Boots

Uvia (rain). When the rains come everything changes. Drastically. What was dead to the point of ash is suddenly seething with life. The earth, under an unrelenting sun comes to an almost preternatural stillness in May. After the deluge, in what seems like seconds it becomes a riot of sound, growth, muddy labor, creation and color.

I am from Iowa and I don’t think that anyone would describe its climate as mild. It boasts tornadoes, subzero and 90 plus temps, and snowstorms that require one to keep a winter emergency kit in your trunk akin to a bomb shelter’s, but my first year in Mexico the ferocity of the weather intimidated me.

My first rains here were just plain scary. Every one suffers, the animals are pummeled, the tightest roofs leak, and always something is forgotten, not covered or tied down securely enough and is lost. Our benevolent creek mutates into an unapproachable torrent, carrying rocks-big rocks, and trees that are not holding on tightly enough. Oddly, the idiom ‘baptism by fire’ comes to mind, the sensations of initiation, subjugation, and renewal are predominant.

Now that I have lived through five Mays in Mexico I long for the first rain, and I sense this same desire in everything around me. All pine to be released from the stranglehold of winter’s heat, and to plunge headlong into the savage, lush, procreating, inundation of spring.

Last night, it arrived.

Rubber Boots

If I had a pair
Of rubber boots I would climb
The mountain more
Often I would walk off
The trails without fear
Of snakes who coil
Snakes that strike
If I had some
Rubber boots I would not be
Afraid, actually
Fear would cease to exist

With red rubber boots
I would splash through
The creek bed creatures
Could not suck
My ankles, my fingertips
Would be crystalline
As moonstone, obsidian
Not caked, soiled
As I am now

In blue rubber boots
I will wade into
Deep the snakes
Will not hiss but slide
Inside to sleep
Contended at my feet
Like road wheels
They churn beneath
Me, I leave a wake

If I had black rubber
Boots I would plant
In the mud like a man
Scramble over boulders
Seeds in hand
I let them land
Where they may
I do not look back

If I had a pair of boots
Made of rubber, yellow
Flashy as a mirror
Dry and dark within
It would mean that I am
Loved, I could love
The whole world then

But as it stands I walk
Wet to the knees
Consort of snakes
Feet of clay
Hoarding my seeds
Of issue

This entry was posted in Poetry, Uncategorized and tagged , , , , , , , , , by vsvevg. Bookmark the permalink.

About vsvevg

Hello, I'm Abby Smith. I started this blog in 2010 to write about the pursuit of a self-sustainable life in rural Mexico. In 2015, my then-husband and I moved to Nicaragua, where we created a successful farm-to-table and in-house charcuterie program for a high-end beach resort. In 2022, with mad butchery and cheese-making skills under my belt, I started a sustainable food systems consulting business. Happily, I also have more time for my first love-- writing about food and the complexities of the simple life.

2 thoughts on “Rubber Boots

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in: Logo

You are commenting using your account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s